I had never thought a heart could have something so hidden and for so long. Letting God come freely into mine was a very different experience, hard, but very freeing. For how many years had I been holding on to pain? How many wrongly interpreted concepts due to a bad experience that had been silenced? I was in denial about the pain in me. Letting the Holy Spirit open that compartment melted me down. The best thing is that now I know I can fix things that I was doing wrong. I can correct my bad interpretations of daily life, and the best thing is I can allow God into new areas of my life to be changed, cleaned, restored.